Wednesday, March 22, 2006 - i'll never leave you for the second time :
Nizam, i dun understand why ure keeping urself quiet
when ure the oen whu hurt my feelings with whatever that u
said the other day.i'm getting fed-up with ur attitude..u've put in no
effort in making the relationship better.ive tried calling u but u'll just reject the calls.its up to u now whether to hate me or whatever and i dont care. i've tried my
very best to show how much i love and care for you. but maybe u
just dont realise that i guess this will be the end of the relationship.
Thank you so much for everything uve done for me. i dunregret
being with you as it has made me realise how painful it is to be in love
with someone whu is insincere to me.
Thanksx once again nizam.
sorry if i had did anithing that may have hurt your feelings.
goodbye. miss you.
that's the message that i sent to him yesterday nite..he replied the message with.."love and miss u too"..HaHAH! wth!ok..den i said, dun say u love me wen u dont. =P!
aniwae..he called me after that.. he asked me why..and he say he dun wanna break up..he dowanna leave me for the second time.. awww...that's so sweet. and i'm so touched..i was happy. he made me smile..and then we talk and talk and talk....untill i realise that...
my incoming calls is actually not free! haha!WTF! i told him to hold on while i check my card balance..haha! from $9.41 to..$3.69! i immediately put down the fon and used the home fon to call him.HahH! stupid ah..my dad just top -up $10 for me in the morning..! haHA! i perspired sei! hhaha!! just because i wass so scared i dunno why.hahah! bodoh ah nina.! haiya..leceh ah prepaid.. tulah..sape suroh hilangkan handphone..! haha!but nina cam berat hati ah nak suruh my dad fix a new line for me cos like mcm2 sei he must pay for.. my internet bills.. the electricity bills yang melampau2 cos i used the computer too much.takmo ah..kesian kan ayah..haiya..just cant live without the comp! adoi...takpe. nanti try tanye.HEHHE!!
ok..back to the story bout nizam tu...haiya.. actually nia tak nka send that message but mcm binigt sei he keep quiet like that.. but at last..pandai puhn nka kol orang! sayang u lah!. ok ah.. sekarang kite dah baik.. so please ah eh.. no more gado2 ok! i dun like..yes..relationship has its ups and downs tapi jgn ah hari hari pun nak gado. dah melamapau. i dun put the blame all on you lah..nina tahu kadang2 nina nie pun ngade2 jugak..haahah!!
aniwae..thanksxx to the darlings whu listened to my rants yesterday in school and everything.. was just to bingit with him..
had maths2 and dfund supp paper yesterday..entahlah..mcm give up sei.. my answers were so short and im scared cos orang lain nyer paper that i saw all the answers like long like taht.. aiyoy.! hope at least i pass one paper ah..it'll make me happy sei even if i oni pass one paper...=P!
k ah..penat ah..buhbye.
lets say goodbye 12:25 PM
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