Thursday, March 16, 2006 - ....ah! happy and mad.! wth. :
yesterday was so much fun during dance practice. honestly i never felt that happy before during practices cause i'm always quiet. HEE! yesterday everybody seems so happy. even izyan said so.
hah!went LJS with the tarian girls plus salai after practice.HEHE!
pas tu gi jumpe darlings pat bedok int. bought a half cardigan(or watever its called). pas tu gi causewaypoint. met efah at gelare to ask bout the job. and she passed methe top that she bought for me.HEHE! tahnkxx efah. i'll pay u back orite remind me in case i ferget.
today....................................
just back from meeting nizam just now. accompanied him to TTSH for his eye check-up. but both of us were very moody. i asked my mum for sum cash and she scolded me .URGH! WTH!ish..abeh meembebel tak brenti. bingit. no ah..nina tak kesah sanagt kalau tak ak kasi..but jgn binigit2 ah..haiya! ok..then meet nizam at khatib MRT stt. we never even speak a word untill after his checkup! siak uh. imagine ah..dari khatib samapi novena samapi after checkup! wahlauweii! giler ah... abeh after he paid for the checkup and stuff..he straightaay went out of the eye clinic. mcm siak uh. bingit nyer!! den nina pun degil..nak tunggu de datang alik. sekali de tak datang balik ah! wahlao. so i just went out of there ah..saw him sitting at the bench outside. rupe2nye de pun tgh tunggu nina lah! HAH!he actully thought i went out if there already. ape saje.! ok ok..masih belom baik lagi lah kitorang...went out of the hospital..pas tu de jalan way yang gi mrt stt, i went the other way..which is to novena.. abeh ade satu budak lelaki nie sengaje jln dekat2! siak uh. i was so scared lah..si nizam pulak takde!! uRgh! den went into novena sq, sat at the bench, wait for nizam. called him den suddenly de kat blakang. abeh gado ah ape lagi. den i wal of..he followed behind but afetr that he went down to the MRt stt at the exit in novena sq. called him. and i cried.! i cant help but to ry wen i;m mad. nina rase mcm de tak appreciate sei nina dah teman de gi check-up. the feeling was so mcm GERAM ah. haiYA! tak berterimekasih sei. den..he cooled me down. ok. after taht i was fine. went to eat at angmokio int..he paid lah cos i really dun have any money at all.! kering lah purse!! wahlau. ade ah setakat 40cents. can.? haha! after taht balik yishun.he sent me home..tapi tyme balik tu gado lagi!!!!! argh!! sampai sekarang ah. eb sekarang nak off hp. binigit.tapi nina binigt2 gini pun,i'm missing him again.! urgh! i hate this kinda feeling uh! i miss u but u hate u feeling! ah nizam can u please remove this wangi2 smell of urs off my body? please.! it makes me miss u lah!
eh aniwae. i told him just now taht nina sanggup break off ngn lelaki tu if he oni wants to take advantage of me. ok. what i wanna tell him have been told. so masukkan dalam kepale otak k! no..he dun take advantage of me..i just say if... ade ah bebrape kali i dun like his way of treating me. but its not tat over ah, i still can accept it.
honestly..i noe the relationship tt im having now tak semestinye akan berkekalan. therefore..i dowan any guys to take advantage of me. wanna be in a relationship, please be sincere..thanks.
lets say goodbye 4:20 PM
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