her:
amalina
12 november 1988
she loves gold and diamonds
Monday, March 20, 2006
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nizam-no-more-i-think
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YES! i called him! i thought it'd make him happy but......read on..=)
call 1: (rejected)
call 2: (rejected)
call 3: (rejected)
call 4: hello, ape u nak lagi nie.?ok ok bye2.
call 5: minah:(a lil kid picked up the fon.after that the small kid pass the fon to that minah)nizam baru je masuk tido. me:bleh panggil kan de skejap tak.? minah: eh nizam..telfon ah..babi! me: (suare makcik2 sei nie pompan.kene bodoh siak.padanmuke kau nizam!-maybe de pat rumah jiran de pat bawah ah-i dun fuckin care anyway) nizam:nak ape lagi nie.? kite dah takdepape kan... me: (wtF!)eh! ape nie.?ape yang u merepek?! bodoh pe? nizam: ape.??kau fikey ah sendiri.! me: (what the hell! what did i do?)apesal aku kene fikey?kau ah pegi fikey bodoh! nizam: ah ok.(hung up the fon) me: (WTH is he "ah ok-ing" for.?)
siak ah nizam nie pun kadang2 merepek ah.no, not merepk, selengerek! thats a better werd!
haHA!
ok.there so much of "BODOHs" in my speech cause the minah tudung song as stucked in head at that moment!haHAH!
YES! amazingly..i didnt cry at all this tyme.? why.?maybe i think he's not worth crying for anymore..he's not worth my tears.yes..its true what kak izan told me that tyme when we broke off for the first time that nizam is still immature to be in a relationship and she herself dun understand nizam sumtymes. Haha!ok..and he have proved it to me... ive always been trying to persuade myself saying nizam is not like that..but his actions speaks louder than his werds in this case..
but...for his promises.yes..he's full of sweet empty kepaleotakkawpromises.
ive been very patient with him.and lendin him my heart is actually not a waste.yes.lend oni! cause we're not married yet! so i wot GIVE my heart to him! haha! pelokek sei nina.HAHAHA!
but nevermind...
alhamdulillah syukur kepade allah s.w.t yang telah menguatkan iman nina in facing these obstacles. yes. i'm grateful to allah that i didnt give in in to such situation that it will merosakkan maruah nina. alhamdulillah.