Saturday, May 13, 2006 - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :
im so stressed up with my life.
bout myself.
bout the relationship..
bout darlingx.
bout my studies.
i need someone to listen to my problems.
but...i dun trust anyone.
i'm just so afraid to tell EVERYTHING to anyone.
and ive never met someone whom i knoe i can trust.
and ya, i noe im not a good person anyway.
and ya. i sometimes keep secrets because i actually just cant be bothered bout it.
i sometimes feel i am a boring person.
i laugh when ppl think its not funny.
but when ppl think it is funny,i find it kinda lame.
so am i lame the one who is lame or wart.
i dun understand.
whats wrong with with me now.
on the outside, yeah, everybody sees me as someone who is free from problems.
jut becuse i am always happy when im around them.
but actually. inside me, i feel so tight and stressed up.
lets say goodbye 3:27 PM
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