Thursday, December 01, 2005 - is this enuff to make me realise and think about my future?? :
ish..nina was being scolded just now..
by a friend.
he scold me..
he scold me fer my own good.
i know.
ish..
but will what he say really make me change. ?
i hope so.
nina haven been revising since the semester started..
i oni revised MATHS CHAP 1 and..
that's it..
that's the onli thing i;ve understod in school so far..
i failed my java programmoing lab test and my maths bonus test.
what is actually happenning to me sei..
ask myself lah nina.
ish..nina dalam hati memang ade niat untuk revise..
tapi sellau bile balik, switch on comp, and then, thats it.after taht tido.
online quizzes pun nina tak buat..except fer the psychology quiz...
fer anybody whos curious why i'm taking psychology...
thats my cross-disciplinary subject..
i took that subject cos i want to help others.
since my friends owaes share with me their poroblems...
but i myself not helping myself..
ape sei.....
nina kadang2 being not fair to myself..
i'm stingy to my ownself i guess...
i sumtymes do things fer ppl when they ask to although i dun like it.
takpe kan...tolong kan..
ish.........
NINA!
really sei..
whatever my friend said just now was true.
THANKS to you.
but nina nie asal degil sangat..??
the friend say nina sellau cakap nina guilty pasal tak belalajar..but in the end, nina tak belajar pun.
yes, that's true..
nina....................
are u really nina.?
nina.?
nina.?
i think i really must sit down and do a reflection ah..
i'm actually doing it right now.
Ah!!!!!!!!!!!
nina..wake up ok.?
nina will succeed oni if u werk hard.
if nina constantly like this,
nina wont graduate.
pls nina.think about the future.
nina want to acheive my dreams.
so work hard.
PLEASE!
thanks.
and oh ya. i just lost my ezlink card again.
and this is the dunno how many times i misplaced or lost my things.
why am i so careless.??????????????????
ahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so stressed up with myself.
-nina-
lets say goodbye 10:37 PM
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